- That which causes war is the same that creates internal stability.
- I refuse to choose sides, thus forfeiting a chance at stability.
- I am regularly trying to identify myself as a good man, but have considerable trouble doing so.
- I have no difficulty conceiving innovative ideas, but have no skill whatsoever in applying them to my fingers or tongue, to express and utilise my individuality for the common good.
- I may need to switch modes, to a simpler form of writing, in order to pursue lengthy and beneficially productive goals; but I'm not sure how to go about this.
Saturday, November 3, 2012
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I think maybe... but I don't think "maybe", you've got a war and you're on both sides, which is treason if you think about it and I'm pretty sure you're losing. I don't suppose identifying has much to do with knowing you're a good man, unless identifying is to observe after the fact, in which case I imagine identifying would be a passing thought, easily completing its circle and complete.
ReplyDeleteIf you want to pursue productive goals in your writing you'll have to make judgement, decide values and represent these things in concrete form for yourself by actualizing them through writing.
Paranoia is not productive, and only appears to be innovative, because to work in that mode is to work in delusion.
Precision is not a goal worthy of itself, but is the consequence of a purposed goal clearly achieved.
There is no utilizing individuality for the common good, only pursuing individuality purposely, and for your own good - if people benefit it is not because their benefit was your goal, its is only consequential.
Meany.
ReplyDeleteHere, let me switch noses real quick. Oh wait. I cannot. I cannot do these things you think a person aught to do, because I do the things that I do, and it takes all of my time and energy to do these things.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I have an individual opinion that purposely should not be a word. Purposefully is fully capable of meaning all of its own meanings AND those of purposely. Purposely looks incomplete. Purposefully looks complete, AND you can be lazy in the pronunciation, and sound almost like you're saying "purposely", but just throwing a mild "f" sound in there.
ReplyDeleteAlright. I just read a long list of comments on some grammar page where people were really having at each other about whose English was really English, etc., etc.
ReplyDeleteI think it helped.
Alright man, ya' know, I wasn't trying to offend you. Nor attack you really. You made statements up top, but they seemed to be struggling to resolve something. I thought maybe, even though my statement seemed pretty direct, they might be capable of begging questions, sort of the way your statements might be connotative of struggle. Also, you only doing what you do makes sense, and I wouldn't be trying to say "Do it this way" and expecting you to "Do what I tell you." Rather I thought maybe making statements could beg questions that might help you find another perspective of your own, that in turn might present a possible model to write in. I guess the idea was something like [an integrated model of purpose] - helpful?
ReplyDeleteAnyhow I think your indifference signifies that you are working at something purposefully (really I thought so anyway). Just thought I'd put an idea out there.
Perhaps I just get moody. I don't know. Perhaps I'm the devil, under wraps. Perhaps I'm the worst of all possibilities, the slave of misfortune, but if nothing else, I reserve the right to disclose my failures in my own time and in my own way. Also, if nothing else, I reserve the right to not care about anything except for possible future doses of opiates. Also, if nothing else nothing else, I reserve the right to not need to reserve rights. Also, also, if nothing nothing else else else, I reserve the right to not need to add these annoying preceding phrases.
ReplyDeleteI could likely use some large quantity of alcohol. Actually, I could maybe use some quantity of not needing anything. Give me a free hospital bed, or a socialist society with free food and drink and cigarettes forever. Actually, ideally, I'd like to refuse socialism, but if it appeared out of thin air, well then perhaps I should like to get free things for no reason.
I'd love to scream obscenities in public without repercussion.
ReplyDeleteI should tell this to a shrink. He'd love that.
ReplyDeleteI'm really not proud of the original post. Not at all. I mean, I don't hate it or anything, but, it was that I was being critiqued for something I'd already deemed a mostly-failure.
ReplyDeleteI had wanted you more to read the post at enquireabout.wordpress.com. The second-to-latest one. I think I also hoped you'd read the second-to-latest post on this page, not the most recent.
However, it IS true that I am sort of at war within. And it is mostly true that I am on both sides. And it's mostly true that I'm damned either way the war goes. So, perhaps we can say that I'm not at war, but am putting up with a boring cease-fire, and every time I decide I'd like to do something, there's this filthy peace agreement telling me not to cross this or that line for this or that reason. Stupid.
I've wanted to say "fuck all", except I'm not sure it's not a strange phrase. I'd like to say it, nonetheless. So fuck all.
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